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Lamium album
Year 2022, Issue 2, Article 2CaseAuthor: Jonathan Stallick
Female age 43 years, constipation.
Case, Jonathan Stallick
She is a very vibrant, loquacious lady.
She has constipation, goes once weekly.
She has good conversation with friends, laughs etc. She doesn’t want to go to doctors.
“I’m hard on myself, I don’t relax. I am an only child. My parents were very controlling, not nurturing. Little girls should be seen, not heard. I had to be a good girl. I grew up not very confident. I don’t have a good relationship with mum. I was Daddy’s girl. But Dad was weak. He left my mum when I was 15. He married another woman who was jealous and dint let me see my dad.”
“I live in bubble in my head. I live alone. I sometimes think I’ll be alone forever. I did lots of therapy. I don’t connect with pain and loss. When I was younger I missed dad so much. But I am numb to it now. I am disconnected from my emotions.
My family doesn’t understand me. I was heavily in debt in 20’s. Nobody helped me. I had to work hard. My last relationship was into drugs and alcohol, drugs, weed, cocaine. I was dependent for months. I had cystitis quite a lot and took lots of antibiotics. It has always been an emotional stress and strain, always something pushing. I am never getting my needs met, never had proper childhood. I wasn’t important enough to get needs met. I wasn’t raised to know I had needs. Mum did all housework, practical, eldest of 9 children, takes care of them. I played with dad, had fun with him. I wasn’t raised to have self belief. I was never told believe in myself. I was not nurtured. Sometimes I avoid social situations because I am not comfortable to converse in a certain way. Scared I am going to say the wrong thing. I feel quite trapped inside. I want a relax where I am seen. I don’t want to repeat that dynamic again. I have to explain and justify myself. I live in my head, over analysing and over thinking.”
Spiritual development class. Meditations, angel cards, tarot.
Fear: being invisible rest of life.GeneralsFOOD- +++ food, never raised on ‘naughty cupboard’, I don’t tend to buy fizzy drinks. I like to cook my own food. Vegetarian.
Desires: sweets, SPICY, pasta, bread and butter pudding, cheesecake, Lindt dark sea salt; sushi, cold and slimy.
Food: < prawns, gives spots.
Menses: emotional the week before menses, all negative feelings are exacerbated, better when the flow comes on. Heavy menses 1st two days; uses a coil- since last boyfriend. Hideous experience having that in. More crampy.AnalysisLanthanide: independent, interested in therapy, tarot, spiritual things.
Lamiales, Phase 5: very sociable, loves fun with friends, loquacious, busy life, numbness versus over stimulation.
Stage 3: Lamium album, 665.54.03: eels neglected, invisible
In fact the moment she mentioned NUMBNESS I found myself thinking of LAMIALES especially because she is such a thinker and very phosphoric.Follow up 25.7.21“I did have some physical release, what I came to you for. But what struck me more was the overall sense of inner peace I felt and still feel. I have been much more relaxed and at ease within myself. Things are worrying me less and I have a better relationship with myself. My instinct feels sharper too. I have just started my period, and in the days leading up to it I would usually feel emotional and out of sorts. This month I just felt tired, no emotions or anything.
One thing I have also noticed, which was very instant. My relationship with my mum has changed. Not in a good way though. Its almost like I have benefited of connecting with myself in many ways, but that has made me feel less inclined to speak to her, and when I do I am very short.
All in all, I am amazed at how I feel generally. More confident and in tune with myself in a healthy way. I am going to toilet more regularly now too.”
Case, Jonathan Stallick
She is a very vibrant, loquacious lady.
She has constipation, goes once weekly.
She has good conversation with friends, laughs etc. She doesn’t want to go to doctors.
“I’m hard on myself, I don’t relax. I am an only child. My parents were very controlling, not nurturing. Little girls should be seen, not heard. I had to be a good girl. I grew up not very confident. I don’t have a good relationship with mum. I was Daddy’s girl. But Dad was weak. He left my mum when I was 15. He married another woman who was jealous and dint let me see my dad.”
“I live in bubble in my head. I live alone. I sometimes think I’ll be alone forever. I did lots of therapy. I don’t connect with pain and loss. When I was younger I missed dad so much. But I am numb to it now. I am disconnected from my emotions.
My family doesn’t understand me. I was heavily in debt in 20’s. Nobody helped me. I had to work hard. My last relationship was into drugs and alcohol, drugs, weed, cocaine. I was dependent for months. I had cystitis quite a lot and took lots of antibiotics. It has always been an emotional stress and strain, always something pushing. I am never getting my needs met, never had proper childhood. I wasn’t important enough to get needs met. I wasn’t raised to know I had needs. Mum did all housework, practical, eldest of 9 children, takes care of them. I played with dad, had fun with him. I wasn’t raised to have self belief. I was never told believe in myself. I was not nurtured. Sometimes I avoid social situations because I am not comfortable to converse in a certain way. Scared I am going to say the wrong thing. I feel quite trapped inside. I want a relax where I am seen. I don’t want to repeat that dynamic again. I have to explain and justify myself. I live in my head, over analysing and over thinking.”
Spiritual development class. Meditations, angel cards, tarot.
Fear: being invisible rest of life.GeneralsFOOD- +++ food, never raised on ‘naughty cupboard’, I don’t tend to buy fizzy drinks. I like to cook my own food. Vegetarian.
Desires: sweets, SPICY, pasta, bread and butter pudding, cheesecake, Lindt dark sea salt; sushi, cold and slimy.
Food: < prawns, gives spots.
Menses: emotional the week before menses, all negative feelings are exacerbated, better when the flow comes on. Heavy menses 1st two days; uses a coil- since last boyfriend. Hideous experience having that in. More crampy.AnalysisLanthanide: independent, interested in therapy, tarot, spiritual things.
Lamiales, Phase 5: very sociable, loves fun with friends, loquacious, busy life, numbness versus over stimulation.
Stage 3: Lamium album, 665.54.03: eels neglected, invisible
In fact the moment she mentioned NUMBNESS I found myself thinking of LAMIALES especially because she is such a thinker and very phosphoric.Follow up 25.7.21“I did have some physical release, what I came to you for. But what struck me more was the overall sense of inner peace I felt and still feel. I have been much more relaxed and at ease within myself. Things are worrying me less and I have a better relationship with myself. My instinct feels sharper too. I have just started my period, and in the days leading up to it I would usually feel emotional and out of sorts. This month I just felt tired, no emotions or anything.
One thing I have also noticed, which was very instant. My relationship with my mum has changed. Not in a good way though. Its almost like I have benefited of connecting with myself in many ways, but that has made me feel less inclined to speak to her, and when I do I am very short.
All in all, I am amazed at how I feel generally. More confident and in tune with myself in a healthy way. I am going to toilet more regularly now too.”