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Year 2020, Issue 10, Article 6ProvingAuthor: Vladimir Petroci
Seminar proving; C30, Remedia; 2nd class ECCH, 2. -4. 3. 2018 Bratislava
Z. K.: I was very cold and needed to wear more clothes. I had more energy than usual. Dream: There was a lot of people in the nature a guy approached me and showed me a leaflet on which was written: “scots”. I took a bus, the bus started flying and she wanted to jump out as a parachutist. Just before I jumped I had realised I don’t have a parachute. But I told myself that I don’t mind not having it. Dream is over. Another dream: I was crossing a stream and something bit me in the leg. It was thicker than a finger and it’s mouth was as big as a mouth of a fish or a funnel. As I was tearing it off, others were leeching onto my leg. I teared them all off and kept going.
G. P.: Took the remedy. Big coldness. More energy. She was irritated and in a fighting mood. Dream: We were walking up the hill in the nature. We were going to pluck a healing herb. I was thinking about why we are going there when the herb actually grows in our garden.
A. H.: Took the remedy. Coldness. More energy. Dream: I had blue shins.
E. D.: Took the remedy. Coldness. Didn’t feel sleepiness. She wanted to communicate with a friend. They kept talking until 2:00 AM. Usually she is very sleepy.
D. K.: Took the remedy. Pain of joints just as if she got cold. Even bone-chilling. Knee and shoulder joints. She doesn’t remember any dreams; she couldn’t recall anything.
Z. A.: Took the remedy. Usually she sleeps well. Although she didn’t sleep well now, she has enough energy. She has a sensation of cold in the lower abdomen – as if coming from the bladder. This morning I had diarrhoea with cramps in the belly. I was moving forward and backwards trying to calm my guts. I spent more time on the toilet because I knew there was a second wave coming. I massaged my belly.
B. H.: Didn’t take the remedy. Dream: About danger and solitude: like a grand film that is being recorded. During the break I went to see my children but they didn’t need me. I had a lonely feeling and that was unpleasant. Magical darkness as in a film, no sun, big coldness, arctic air. She went for a lunch but didn’t want to eat it alone, so she left to the seminar. She came to her car and there were strange men, drunk and dangerously-looking. I told myself that if I succumb to panic it will end badly but if I will overcome it, I will solve this situation without a problem. I felt very lonely all the time. I was driving 200kmph in the opposite direction of the road. I perceived it as a race. There were cops. I hope that they will stop me and I won’t be alone anymore, but nobody noticed me. I didn’t know where I am going. I kept telling myself that I can either succumb to panic or manage the situation with ease. I can click A or B. The dream was like a nightmare.As if she was sitting opposite to a drunk, whose breath smells of alcohol and it was very unpleasant.I need to react to everything, I take everything very personally, I’m in a corkscrew.B. Š.: Took the remedy. Cramps in stomach in the evening. When she came home she started eating and got cramps in the stomach, about 5 cm above navel, in between the end of breastbone and navel. > after local heat; < after meal. Dream: Danger. At first in school, food and break but suddenly there were only a few people in the class. I told myself that it’s probably a longer break so I went out to the nature. Some green cyclists have outran me. Just after they got in front of me, I saw 2 bears running on the left side. I realised that it probably won’t be a safe break. Suddenly 3 wolves have crossed the road. After that, 3 wild swine came to me. I stopped. The swine came and went around me. I returned because I had a sensation of danger. I came to a crossroad. The crossroad told me that I am not on a good path but I kept going. I came to a cottage. There was nobody in there. Behind it was a white wall, I couldn’t go any further so I went back. Another cottage appeared. A man was entering it. He gave me some food through the window. It looked like pizza. I knew, that there is danger here but there was nothing that could happen to me. Nothing could harm me.
T. B.: Took the Remedy. Big coldness inside the body. Dream: About animal Avengers – people could turn to animals if it was necessary. If something bad was happening to the animals, he went and dealt with it. At the end of a dream he had lucid dream: he knew that it is a dream and could influence its course with his thoughts. He scouted out a house, caught anyone he wanted to, went to highs.
J. M.: Took the remedy. Pressure on the teeth from outside, at first on the molar teeth, later on the teeth in front. As if they were in concrete, pressure from outside. Dream: A scene from the Lord of the Rings 1. Gandalf was in Moria standing on the bridge of Khazad dum. There were no hobbits but a marine soldier instead of them. He was violent. Gandalf crossed the bridge to a gate and there they cut him down. It was a shock because that wasn’t supposed to happen. In the next scene he was alright again, but fell down to the deep and dark abyss. I watched all this from above (like on a rock somewhere above the bridge), so it was quite high and I was afraid that I would fall down too.
I. V.: Took the remedy. Dream: I was in Amazonia. I was lying on the ground. I had foggy perception. There were Indians above me with head-bands made of white feathers with red rims. As if they were circling above me. I wasn’t afraid. I was okay with it. Dream: Fragments from the Vajana fairy tale. The population suffers because of a god that stole a heart from goddess Tefiti and something attracts Vajana to the sea. She decides to set sail to the sea when the Island is cursed and suffers from famine. She is supposed to force the god who had stolen the heart to return it back. Afterwards everything will return back to balance.
I recalled a song “How far will I go” (Ako ďaleko zájdem)M. K.: Took the remedy. He was less hungry than usual. Dream: we were coming back from Germany with my father. It was dark and our lights stopped working. I stopped at the edge of the road. There were people standing at the bus stop. There was a man with 3 year old daughter and many puppies around them. The puppies came to us. I started catching them. A big locomotive was approaching. It hit the small girl. Only a small lot of meat was left of her. I was shocked. Her father offered me a hand. Teenagers were laughing at the father and what has happened to him. I helped him to catch all the puppies and keep them together. I was desperate. I had a feeling that nothing will ever be the way it was before. I was aware of how I could drive when I’m so upset like this. Another dream: I had quite a mess in my workplace and I was sorry for it. Trees were growing there, through the roof. Dream: I travelled by a train and came to a small river where many children were bathing. My daughter was amongst them. I called her but she didn’t react. I thought that it was because I was guilty of causing a death of a small girl. I saw a tongue-like leaves of a tree. I wanted to continue travelling – hitchhiking. But I couldn’t step out of the river so I went further with the flow. Nobody went against the flow of the river. I felt guilty even after waking up.J. F.: Took the remedy. Restless as if he had theine or caffeine, felt much energy. His concentration went down. Yesterday when I was drinking beer it was as if I was drinking water. I felt coldness. After eating a pressure in the lower abdomen appeared, I had to loosen my belt. > after farting. I felt strength. I woke up at 4:00 am. in a good condition, sober. I had a sex drive. Today I felt good in the school. I can think clearly.L. S.: Took the remedy. Great coldness in the body, bone chilling, especially legs, she couldn’t get warm. Flatulence of stomach after eating. She ate only a little. Obstruction in her left ear as if she was in deep water. That feeling was connected to her heart pulse. As if something closed and pulsed in her ear.
Her daughter didn’t want to sleep, she was crying, saying that mother will never come back. It was something extreme. She was very upset about her mother not coming back home. I had remorse on the next day that I’m neglecting my family and whether I should even be going to the seminars or not. Dream: I was in school in some hot country, probably in a primeval forest. It was dark in the storehouse and mafia from Cuba. It was probably a storehouse of fruits because there was a lot of fruit in there. We were communicating amongst us, advising each other and lather quarrelling about what remedy shall we give to Dagmar. In the end Vladimír Petroci took a coconut and said that it is the cure for Dagmar. We were all satisfied with the result.
Yesterday night my daughter went to sleep with a photo of me which has never happened before.
I felt dizziness for a moment, vertigo, unstability. I had to hold onto something in order not to fall.M. H.: Took the remedy. Her son came to her bed and held her hand. He told her the first time ever that she shouldn’t go to the seminar. The next morning he was searching for her in the bed, where she is.
Her skin is itchy on her shin, she keeps scrubbing it. It stings during showering. I used to have this long time ago when I was taking hormonal anticonception.
I had acne on my back, chest, face and in my hair as in puberty.
I make mistakes: I pour coffee on myself, an egg fell from my hand, citron fell out from my hand,… I mistook time – I knew I’m supposed to come at 8.30 but I came at 9.00.
Coldness on the entire body, chills on back and legs.
I woke up 15 times during the first night. I’m tired, haven’t slept well. I was thinking of unpleasant experiences, for example when I was humiliated at the gynaecologist. I expected my husband’s support but I received none. Other experiences when I got no support from my husband too.
Dream: I was driving a car on a narrow road. It was supposed to be a one direction road, but the cars were coming in the opposite direction too. They were evading me in a way that they had one wheel on the kerb. It was all slow and I focused on the details – how the wheel goes up on the kerb, the white car…
I smell urea since Thursday, it reminds me of urine. I smelled it in the bed too. Even after shower I still smell it, even after applying perfumes.
A drunk person came in front of my car. I was following him slowly. After 5 minutes he left so I parked the car. Then he was coming closer. My heart started beating. I left my stuff in the car. My heart was pounding for 10 more minutes even after I was already home. I was panicking. I was considering if I will be able to run into my gate soon enough. Dangerous zone – I have to run now or never.
In the morning I drove a car, there were 2 cars coming the opposite direction, one of them in my lane. I had to stop otherwise we would have collided. It was all slowed down. To evade a problem with slowness. We smiled at each other with the lady that drove the other car.
I can talk fact-like about emotional things now. Other days my voice shakes when I speak of something sensitive but not now, it doesn’t touch me. I speak as if I was speaking about someone else.
My son had a feeling that he has something on the root of his tongue, deep in throat. He wanted to tear it off with his finger but he couldn’t. It got better after he drank something.Ľ. G.: Took the remedy. In Friday she had a feeling that she is going to be ill, her muscles hurt a bit, sad thoughts, need to cry (this was in her childhood – a need to cry when she was about to get ill). In her bed she had remorse that she left children and they didn’t cuddle in the bed.S. F.: Took the remedy. Lots of energy 1st day. Her mind worked well. Her thoughts were in advance, she knew what Vladimír Petroci is going to say in advance. She had a sensation of remains of food under her tongue. Smelled the smell of urine in the evening, even after having a shower.M. K.: Took the remedy. Coldness. More energy. She felt more self-confident. Clearer mind. In the night she felt like she is awake. As if she was half awake but she isn’t tired. Whining/whimpering as if she was about to cry.J. Š.: Took the remedy. More energy, up in the night until 2.00 am. Woke up fresh in the morning. Big sensation of coldness.J. S.: Took the remedy. She was colder than usual.M. F.: She saw chamomile in her dream. (Matricaria chamomilla)V. P.: Cold in the evening. Sensation of a crumb in his throat with need to cought, > drinking water. Sometimes he smelled an unpleasant smell. Dream: a Georgian planted a bomb because he didn’t want to be interrogated by Stalin. He hugged a woman but she found out in the last moment that there is a bomb about to explode and so she pressed a button in the elevator which closed and protected her from the impact. She survived. Dream political activist living in symbiosis with gypsies. Dream: travelling
Suggestions for phases and stage
5. subphase – travelling, communication
3. phase – crossroad, 3 cars 3 swine 3 wolves, I can choose, dream that I can control where I can decide, vertigo and dizziness. Guilt feelings.
Stage 6 – I can do something bravely, I could fall into panic but instead I will do something brave. 6 cyclists.II. part - Meditation proving I. V.
- sensation of heavy head in the back area, it forces her to lay down and relax, lying powerless
- feeling like fading out
- dream – fairy tale Vaiana
J. M.
- twitching of right muscle above knee, it twitches as the heart beats
- Rains of Castamere – song about annihilation of an entire house playing in Game of Thrones in a scene where a family is murdered
- ancient knowledge
- poison, murder, death
M. K.:
Childishness, danger, not alone, protection, spell/magic
J. F.
- soft/gentle, warm, as if asking for help, as if luring someone. Its dominant – big leaves. Humble, weak
- big huge leaves and little flowers as if she is afraid about her flowers and her offspring, childhood
Mischief, fear, fear, coldness, childishness, dwarf
M. H.
cold, cool.
sweet
juicy
I won’t let you die
strength
together
extraordinary details – tiny, humble
playfulness, but calm
diversion of attention onto the little things/details
sense for detail
healthy nutrition – no meat, fruit – juicy and sweet
- inconspicuous but original
hidden beauty
- artistic feeling but doesn’t want to enforce itself on the outside
harmony
you shall not pass through me
L. S.
family, children, caring for beauty
Feelings of responsibility for myself and my surroundings, unobtrusiveness, control of one’s emotions, wanting to know the facts
the feeling of fear of failure (of exam, challenge)
I want to be in balance between giving and taking
Skin – purity, body, humbleness, harmony, beauty, logic
Fear of unexpected things. need for control, feeling of low self-esteem and self-value amongst others. Weakness from big burden. Numbness, paralysis
I don’t know how to solve a problem. Lots of energy, joy, sensualism, protection, unyieldingness, heaviness.
D. P.
dance
sabotage/mischief making
dwarf
P. P.
Newcomer, someone new who had arrived to a compact union and wants to enforce himself there. Its hard for him and he fights for it.
Painful swallowing, pain is on the right side, need for swallowing often.
S. K.
Pain of heart, lancinating pain in the brain, in the middle of right and left hemisphere and the middle.
Hot-blooded, nervous, hyperactive
Must move when receiving information
demand for suction of information
Skin in the armpit is very sensitive
Lancinating pain between ribs, on the whole side of a body
Desire for light, for achieving far, even unreal goals
Feeling of pain of muscles and vertebras of neck from the left side – 1,2,3 vertebra.
Feeling of joy and its expansion, but anxiety at the same time
Phase/subphase between 4,5 – stage – 13
Tendon of left leg under knee – dull pain in knee cap as if it was jumping
Lancinating pain in small intestine on the left side and in the middle
V. R.
Calmness of mind, return to childhood, smell as after rain, humbleness, summer, capriciousness, realisation of own dreams, independence, family, hope
J. Ž.
humility, love, borderless, concord, disunity, extraordinary, desire, expectation
A. B.
Very vulnerable, full of water, tension and pressure in head
J. S.
Soft, joyful
playful, protects her own, relationships
Spinning of head, smell, pressure on the top of head
M. P.
Pleasant, joyful, noble, vivid, good energy, cheerful
Ľ. G.
softness, sensitivity, huge adaptation
inner strength, support for others, even stronger ones
I am her for others. I can sacrifice for them. On the other hand I expect it from the others, what I give I expect as a certainty
if it doesn’t come, I’m irritated, sad, without energy, without life, I’m fading. Nothing has a meaning. I ll start being bad, lancinating.
M. K.
freeing feeling of liberty
I feel better on my own
happiness when I’m myself
I stand alone on a meadow, I feel the air, area around me, air ameliorates and I am happy, alone, I don’t have to take care of anyone, I’m just being myselfS. F.I want to shine as the sun, but I’m not capable of it
I am ordinary, weak, I can’t do itZ. K.I am different from the others, but Im beautiful and I want the world to see me – flower
I am strong, no bad weather will break me – leaves, the plantE. D.It wants to eat me, suck me in
Heart pounding – to stomach
Heat impulse, in head or face
CobwebD. S.Melliferous, attracts butterflies
Jealousy, unity, connection to solar plexus chakra, She wont let anyone talk to her stuff
Dazing as coffee, wedding-like, relationships
Hand joints, something connected to nose or smell, ficus
Unloved, fainting, trampledG. P.I am small, gentle, I want to belong to a group, they will protect me, hidden danger
I sent out signals carefully, I communicate carefully.A. H.Low spirits, nervous like stomach, sadness, someone lostZ.A.summer, sun, joyfulness
playfulness of colours
feeling of warmth, calm, balance
As if the life is gone from the plantZ. B.likes warmth and humidity, kind, gentle, friendly, likes seaD. K.childlike curiosity, I want to give myself away, share all I haveJ. Š.Joy of life
Lost in the crowd
Very pleasant and gentle on the outsideJ. K.Abundance, assurance, fellowship, unity
3. /yellow/ and 4. /green/ chakra – pleasant, warm feelingsM. F.wants to be seen
attracts surroundings
distracted
conflict – looks gently, but is firm, decisive and purposeful
curious
sexually oriented
Needs protection – big leaves
Feels rich and takes the world easily, with levity
looks very gentle and makes me want to hug herJ. S.Vulnerability, sadness
Melancholy, adaption
Help, need for protection
Need for unity, family
Genitals
doesn’t want attention
Z. K.: I was very cold and needed to wear more clothes. I had more energy than usual. Dream: There was a lot of people in the nature a guy approached me and showed me a leaflet on which was written: “scots”. I took a bus, the bus started flying and she wanted to jump out as a parachutist. Just before I jumped I had realised I don’t have a parachute. But I told myself that I don’t mind not having it. Dream is over. Another dream: I was crossing a stream and something bit me in the leg. It was thicker than a finger and it’s mouth was as big as a mouth of a fish or a funnel. As I was tearing it off, others were leeching onto my leg. I teared them all off and kept going.
G. P.: Took the remedy. Big coldness. More energy. She was irritated and in a fighting mood. Dream: We were walking up the hill in the nature. We were going to pluck a healing herb. I was thinking about why we are going there when the herb actually grows in our garden.
A. H.: Took the remedy. Coldness. More energy. Dream: I had blue shins.
E. D.: Took the remedy. Coldness. Didn’t feel sleepiness. She wanted to communicate with a friend. They kept talking until 2:00 AM. Usually she is very sleepy.
D. K.: Took the remedy. Pain of joints just as if she got cold. Even bone-chilling. Knee and shoulder joints. She doesn’t remember any dreams; she couldn’t recall anything.
Z. A.: Took the remedy. Usually she sleeps well. Although she didn’t sleep well now, she has enough energy. She has a sensation of cold in the lower abdomen – as if coming from the bladder. This morning I had diarrhoea with cramps in the belly. I was moving forward and backwards trying to calm my guts. I spent more time on the toilet because I knew there was a second wave coming. I massaged my belly.
B. H.: Didn’t take the remedy. Dream: About danger and solitude: like a grand film that is being recorded. During the break I went to see my children but they didn’t need me. I had a lonely feeling and that was unpleasant. Magical darkness as in a film, no sun, big coldness, arctic air. She went for a lunch but didn’t want to eat it alone, so she left to the seminar. She came to her car and there were strange men, drunk and dangerously-looking. I told myself that if I succumb to panic it will end badly but if I will overcome it, I will solve this situation without a problem. I felt very lonely all the time. I was driving 200kmph in the opposite direction of the road. I perceived it as a race. There were cops. I hope that they will stop me and I won’t be alone anymore, but nobody noticed me. I didn’t know where I am going. I kept telling myself that I can either succumb to panic or manage the situation with ease. I can click A or B. The dream was like a nightmare.As if she was sitting opposite to a drunk, whose breath smells of alcohol and it was very unpleasant.I need to react to everything, I take everything very personally, I’m in a corkscrew.B. Š.: Took the remedy. Cramps in stomach in the evening. When she came home she started eating and got cramps in the stomach, about 5 cm above navel, in between the end of breastbone and navel. > after local heat; < after meal. Dream: Danger. At first in school, food and break but suddenly there were only a few people in the class. I told myself that it’s probably a longer break so I went out to the nature. Some green cyclists have outran me. Just after they got in front of me, I saw 2 bears running on the left side. I realised that it probably won’t be a safe break. Suddenly 3 wolves have crossed the road. After that, 3 wild swine came to me. I stopped. The swine came and went around me. I returned because I had a sensation of danger. I came to a crossroad. The crossroad told me that I am not on a good path but I kept going. I came to a cottage. There was nobody in there. Behind it was a white wall, I couldn’t go any further so I went back. Another cottage appeared. A man was entering it. He gave me some food through the window. It looked like pizza. I knew, that there is danger here but there was nothing that could happen to me. Nothing could harm me.
T. B.: Took the Remedy. Big coldness inside the body. Dream: About animal Avengers – people could turn to animals if it was necessary. If something bad was happening to the animals, he went and dealt with it. At the end of a dream he had lucid dream: he knew that it is a dream and could influence its course with his thoughts. He scouted out a house, caught anyone he wanted to, went to highs.
J. M.: Took the remedy. Pressure on the teeth from outside, at first on the molar teeth, later on the teeth in front. As if they were in concrete, pressure from outside. Dream: A scene from the Lord of the Rings 1. Gandalf was in Moria standing on the bridge of Khazad dum. There were no hobbits but a marine soldier instead of them. He was violent. Gandalf crossed the bridge to a gate and there they cut him down. It was a shock because that wasn’t supposed to happen. In the next scene he was alright again, but fell down to the deep and dark abyss. I watched all this from above (like on a rock somewhere above the bridge), so it was quite high and I was afraid that I would fall down too.
I. V.: Took the remedy. Dream: I was in Amazonia. I was lying on the ground. I had foggy perception. There were Indians above me with head-bands made of white feathers with red rims. As if they were circling above me. I wasn’t afraid. I was okay with it. Dream: Fragments from the Vajana fairy tale. The population suffers because of a god that stole a heart from goddess Tefiti and something attracts Vajana to the sea. She decides to set sail to the sea when the Island is cursed and suffers from famine. She is supposed to force the god who had stolen the heart to return it back. Afterwards everything will return back to balance.
I recalled a song “How far will I go” (Ako ďaleko zájdem)M. K.: Took the remedy. He was less hungry than usual. Dream: we were coming back from Germany with my father. It was dark and our lights stopped working. I stopped at the edge of the road. There were people standing at the bus stop. There was a man with 3 year old daughter and many puppies around them. The puppies came to us. I started catching them. A big locomotive was approaching. It hit the small girl. Only a small lot of meat was left of her. I was shocked. Her father offered me a hand. Teenagers were laughing at the father and what has happened to him. I helped him to catch all the puppies and keep them together. I was desperate. I had a feeling that nothing will ever be the way it was before. I was aware of how I could drive when I’m so upset like this. Another dream: I had quite a mess in my workplace and I was sorry for it. Trees were growing there, through the roof. Dream: I travelled by a train and came to a small river where many children were bathing. My daughter was amongst them. I called her but she didn’t react. I thought that it was because I was guilty of causing a death of a small girl. I saw a tongue-like leaves of a tree. I wanted to continue travelling – hitchhiking. But I couldn’t step out of the river so I went further with the flow. Nobody went against the flow of the river. I felt guilty even after waking up.J. F.: Took the remedy. Restless as if he had theine or caffeine, felt much energy. His concentration went down. Yesterday when I was drinking beer it was as if I was drinking water. I felt coldness. After eating a pressure in the lower abdomen appeared, I had to loosen my belt. > after farting. I felt strength. I woke up at 4:00 am. in a good condition, sober. I had a sex drive. Today I felt good in the school. I can think clearly.L. S.: Took the remedy. Great coldness in the body, bone chilling, especially legs, she couldn’t get warm. Flatulence of stomach after eating. She ate only a little. Obstruction in her left ear as if she was in deep water. That feeling was connected to her heart pulse. As if something closed and pulsed in her ear.
Her daughter didn’t want to sleep, she was crying, saying that mother will never come back. It was something extreme. She was very upset about her mother not coming back home. I had remorse on the next day that I’m neglecting my family and whether I should even be going to the seminars or not. Dream: I was in school in some hot country, probably in a primeval forest. It was dark in the storehouse and mafia from Cuba. It was probably a storehouse of fruits because there was a lot of fruit in there. We were communicating amongst us, advising each other and lather quarrelling about what remedy shall we give to Dagmar. In the end Vladimír Petroci took a coconut and said that it is the cure for Dagmar. We were all satisfied with the result.
Yesterday night my daughter went to sleep with a photo of me which has never happened before.
I felt dizziness for a moment, vertigo, unstability. I had to hold onto something in order not to fall.M. H.: Took the remedy. Her son came to her bed and held her hand. He told her the first time ever that she shouldn’t go to the seminar. The next morning he was searching for her in the bed, where she is.
Her skin is itchy on her shin, she keeps scrubbing it. It stings during showering. I used to have this long time ago when I was taking hormonal anticonception.
I had acne on my back, chest, face and in my hair as in puberty.
I make mistakes: I pour coffee on myself, an egg fell from my hand, citron fell out from my hand,… I mistook time – I knew I’m supposed to come at 8.30 but I came at 9.00.
Coldness on the entire body, chills on back and legs.
I woke up 15 times during the first night. I’m tired, haven’t slept well. I was thinking of unpleasant experiences, for example when I was humiliated at the gynaecologist. I expected my husband’s support but I received none. Other experiences when I got no support from my husband too.
Dream: I was driving a car on a narrow road. It was supposed to be a one direction road, but the cars were coming in the opposite direction too. They were evading me in a way that they had one wheel on the kerb. It was all slow and I focused on the details – how the wheel goes up on the kerb, the white car…
I smell urea since Thursday, it reminds me of urine. I smelled it in the bed too. Even after shower I still smell it, even after applying perfumes.
A drunk person came in front of my car. I was following him slowly. After 5 minutes he left so I parked the car. Then he was coming closer. My heart started beating. I left my stuff in the car. My heart was pounding for 10 more minutes even after I was already home. I was panicking. I was considering if I will be able to run into my gate soon enough. Dangerous zone – I have to run now or never.
In the morning I drove a car, there were 2 cars coming the opposite direction, one of them in my lane. I had to stop otherwise we would have collided. It was all slowed down. To evade a problem with slowness. We smiled at each other with the lady that drove the other car.
I can talk fact-like about emotional things now. Other days my voice shakes when I speak of something sensitive but not now, it doesn’t touch me. I speak as if I was speaking about someone else.
My son had a feeling that he has something on the root of his tongue, deep in throat. He wanted to tear it off with his finger but he couldn’t. It got better after he drank something.Ľ. G.: Took the remedy. In Friday she had a feeling that she is going to be ill, her muscles hurt a bit, sad thoughts, need to cry (this was in her childhood – a need to cry when she was about to get ill). In her bed she had remorse that she left children and they didn’t cuddle in the bed.S. F.: Took the remedy. Lots of energy 1st day. Her mind worked well. Her thoughts were in advance, she knew what Vladimír Petroci is going to say in advance. She had a sensation of remains of food under her tongue. Smelled the smell of urine in the evening, even after having a shower.M. K.: Took the remedy. Coldness. More energy. She felt more self-confident. Clearer mind. In the night she felt like she is awake. As if she was half awake but she isn’t tired. Whining/whimpering as if she was about to cry.J. Š.: Took the remedy. More energy, up in the night until 2.00 am. Woke up fresh in the morning. Big sensation of coldness.J. S.: Took the remedy. She was colder than usual.M. F.: She saw chamomile in her dream. (Matricaria chamomilla)V. P.: Cold in the evening. Sensation of a crumb in his throat with need to cought, > drinking water. Sometimes he smelled an unpleasant smell. Dream: a Georgian planted a bomb because he didn’t want to be interrogated by Stalin. He hugged a woman but she found out in the last moment that there is a bomb about to explode and so she pressed a button in the elevator which closed and protected her from the impact. She survived. Dream political activist living in symbiosis with gypsies. Dream: travelling
Suggestions for phases and stage
5. subphase – travelling, communication
3. phase – crossroad, 3 cars 3 swine 3 wolves, I can choose, dream that I can control where I can decide, vertigo and dizziness. Guilt feelings.
Stage 6 – I can do something bravely, I could fall into panic but instead I will do something brave. 6 cyclists.II. part - Meditation proving I. V.
- sensation of heavy head in the back area, it forces her to lay down and relax, lying powerless
- feeling like fading out
- dream – fairy tale Vaiana
J. M.
- twitching of right muscle above knee, it twitches as the heart beats
- Rains of Castamere – song about annihilation of an entire house playing in Game of Thrones in a scene where a family is murdered
- ancient knowledge
- poison, murder, death
M. K.:
Childishness, danger, not alone, protection, spell/magic
J. F.
- soft/gentle, warm, as if asking for help, as if luring someone. Its dominant – big leaves. Humble, weak
- big huge leaves and little flowers as if she is afraid about her flowers and her offspring, childhood
Mischief, fear, fear, coldness, childishness, dwarf
M. H.
cold, cool.
sweet
juicy
I won’t let you die
strength
together
extraordinary details – tiny, humble
playfulness, but calm
diversion of attention onto the little things/details
sense for detail
healthy nutrition – no meat, fruit – juicy and sweet
- inconspicuous but original
hidden beauty
- artistic feeling but doesn’t want to enforce itself on the outside
harmony
you shall not pass through me
L. S.
family, children, caring for beauty
Feelings of responsibility for myself and my surroundings, unobtrusiveness, control of one’s emotions, wanting to know the facts
the feeling of fear of failure (of exam, challenge)
I want to be in balance between giving and taking
Skin – purity, body, humbleness, harmony, beauty, logic
Fear of unexpected things. need for control, feeling of low self-esteem and self-value amongst others. Weakness from big burden. Numbness, paralysis
I don’t know how to solve a problem. Lots of energy, joy, sensualism, protection, unyieldingness, heaviness.
D. P.
dance
sabotage/mischief making
dwarf
P. P.
Newcomer, someone new who had arrived to a compact union and wants to enforce himself there. Its hard for him and he fights for it.
Painful swallowing, pain is on the right side, need for swallowing often.
S. K.
Pain of heart, lancinating pain in the brain, in the middle of right and left hemisphere and the middle.
Hot-blooded, nervous, hyperactive
Must move when receiving information
demand for suction of information
Skin in the armpit is very sensitive
Lancinating pain between ribs, on the whole side of a body
Desire for light, for achieving far, even unreal goals
Feeling of pain of muscles and vertebras of neck from the left side – 1,2,3 vertebra.
Feeling of joy and its expansion, but anxiety at the same time
Phase/subphase between 4,5 – stage – 13
Tendon of left leg under knee – dull pain in knee cap as if it was jumping
Lancinating pain in small intestine on the left side and in the middle
V. R.
Calmness of mind, return to childhood, smell as after rain, humbleness, summer, capriciousness, realisation of own dreams, independence, family, hope
J. Ž.
humility, love, borderless, concord, disunity, extraordinary, desire, expectation
A. B.
Very vulnerable, full of water, tension and pressure in head
J. S.
Soft, joyful
playful, protects her own, relationships
Spinning of head, smell, pressure on the top of head
M. P.
Pleasant, joyful, noble, vivid, good energy, cheerful
Ľ. G.
softness, sensitivity, huge adaptation
inner strength, support for others, even stronger ones
I am her for others. I can sacrifice for them. On the other hand I expect it from the others, what I give I expect as a certainty
if it doesn’t come, I’m irritated, sad, without energy, without life, I’m fading. Nothing has a meaning. I ll start being bad, lancinating.
M. K.
freeing feeling of liberty
I feel better on my own
happiness when I’m myself
I stand alone on a meadow, I feel the air, area around me, air ameliorates and I am happy, alone, I don’t have to take care of anyone, I’m just being myselfS. F.I want to shine as the sun, but I’m not capable of it
I am ordinary, weak, I can’t do itZ. K.I am different from the others, but Im beautiful and I want the world to see me – flower
I am strong, no bad weather will break me – leaves, the plantE. D.It wants to eat me, suck me in
Heart pounding – to stomach
Heat impulse, in head or face
CobwebD. S.Melliferous, attracts butterflies
Jealousy, unity, connection to solar plexus chakra, She wont let anyone talk to her stuff
Dazing as coffee, wedding-like, relationships
Hand joints, something connected to nose or smell, ficus
Unloved, fainting, trampledG. P.I am small, gentle, I want to belong to a group, they will protect me, hidden danger
I sent out signals carefully, I communicate carefully.A. H.Low spirits, nervous like stomach, sadness, someone lostZ.A.summer, sun, joyfulness
playfulness of colours
feeling of warmth, calm, balance
As if the life is gone from the plantZ. B.likes warmth and humidity, kind, gentle, friendly, likes seaD. K.childlike curiosity, I want to give myself away, share all I haveJ. Š.Joy of life
Lost in the crowd
Very pleasant and gentle on the outsideJ. K.Abundance, assurance, fellowship, unity
3. /yellow/ and 4. /green/ chakra – pleasant, warm feelingsM. F.wants to be seen
attracts surroundings
distracted
conflict – looks gently, but is firm, decisive and purposeful
curious
sexually oriented
Needs protection – big leaves
Feels rich and takes the world easily, with levity
looks very gentle and makes me want to hug herJ. S.Vulnerability, sadness
Melancholy, adaption
Help, need for protection
Need for unity, family
Genitals
doesn’t want attention