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Aethusa cynapium
Year 2022, Issue 25CaseAuthor: Deborah Collins
Case by Deborah CollinsWhen saw her coming in.She took a long time to come to the door.
I wandered if she could not find her way, look at birds.
in waiting room.
Crushed down, turned chair.
First consult, turned head down, crushed her head.
Told her I liked what she liked = assurance.
She did think I though she was crazy, knew all therapeutic jargon.
"Wounded little girl", 51 years.
Misery crusty head.
Deafness one ear.
I probably get this due to people in general hitting me on head.
Would never sit o a chair, still warm a man might have sat on it.
Could not walk pout side w dogs if man outside.
Would have to go upwind.
Not to smell him.
She would spit.
Crunch her legs, and crunch up.Had been marriedHusband died
He just cuddled her.After she became nymphomaniac.She made love to all possible.
She would say, see all men are only thinking about sex.The only thing she loves is trees, she talk to all trees
2. Time she came with a hedgehog
Unchy punchy %%% I look after you.
Needs, the look at his eye.
Don't give him milk.She trusts plants, animal, mother earth, and sky clouds.
They had been her mother and f.
She was unwanted, put out to uncles place.
Who sexually abused her?Feel not wanted- humans not to be trusted.Come from beautiful place.
Still have a line, lifeline, keeps me alive
Lies on mother earth, sky father I really feel thisTook video 1/2 year laterBecoming a therapist herself
I am crazy I talk t trees - is becoming a strengthPart of how her work is not too put in remedy box, say this is fine OKShe is becoming more grounded
Through nature find way back to humansEvery remedy also has a treasureCannabis pas, I have seen, you are crazy if you know this, talk w etc
Help by allowing their weaknesses to become strength
Use your knowledgeTaking training "Inner child"To be able to parent herselfHit in headShould be the way they are, but indifferent
Don't there to be the way I am
In nature diff, plants etc accept me
I talk to trees
Aethusa was obvious
Feel different others
Home in nature
People do not understand -
Nature accepts meCorry did last year AethusaAlways observer
Feel energy of people
Feel w hands, sees colorsBefore wanted to flee, no want to help them
I great the trees, I love stem of trees
Gives my peace snide
Roots are strong, all those leaves go up to cosmos and gets what they need
When blooms it is a party tree
All this beautiful brides
I am very poeticTalk whole day to animals and trees(She quotes poets, "gazelle")I get answers from animals - I translate it to human words
Plants don't speak in words
It is sense of continuity, lives goes on and onHit head - not part of society= PunishmentPeter; Ungelifere family INJUTRY; BLOW HITARRESTED DEVELOPMENT
Many of them
Cicuta
Oenanthe convulsion -trauma
Conium trauma on breast, spine injuryCicuta arrested childArrested on crude sexually
Arrested on level of animalCicuta able to be child againBlow his strike
Thrown to that levelLook for safe place= NaturePeter distance - not deal with animalGerman cases: difficult children
Use plain black = con Cicuta
Destructive childrenNot able to make contact with animal((SAT NEPT coagule -solve))Jeremy; Kent;Baby vomit del brain trouble
Hot day, hot night
All in St out
Every time cry - feed it
Is this vice or foolishFouls parsleyAethusa the foulDigesting milk take hoursHot weather head trouble
Foot down violently---Spoiled child, over baby nessCorryOverfed child, overfed because not connected
Neglect real needs
Coldness and hatred to wards motherShe feels rejected by societyI have seen they reject societyAethusa case I must have jihad over hundred men
Hatred towards motherI hate my motherCan't cut umbilical cord
Always gives advise (give to much milk)Connection -disconnectionCorry pas wel dressed distance hard surface One hated childrenOne disliked children: had abortion %%Kent put the food down and put it hard.Vithoulkas
KrishnamurthyAstrology chart of K.Idealize nature, plant animal
Because people have cut themselves out from nature
People should be one with natural environment
People don't understand me -strong in chart
Nature bound person, sensitive
Who has deep sense of belief, no one understand me
This could be PHOS
But all contact w people is in 12 house
Take all in but only contact w. natureGot under tree had electric energy experienceTalk only nature
Could not stand people
Smell, don't let them touch meTaurusPromiscuous
Died of cancer of pancreases never deep treatment
ParkinsonCicuta mistake Man = mankindUmbiffela, skjerm plante
Like breasts milk glands
I feel on pedestal, I cant see them I am on top.
Same mushroom
(Beatles fool on the hill)Tremendous fantasia lifeSo sensitivePoeticIn descriptionsI can see how sensitive people are inside, even other outsideShe always made nice comparison
Like colors wrong way
Like music UUuuh.
Stacked wrong wayJudie Foster; talk to plants etc; "NELL"Birgitte Bardot
Also hard side- people
Animals
Breast of BB, sexLove animalNuphar (sexual problem) is a sea roe nymphasa with nymphea
Yellow rose
Strong yellow diarrheas
se nymphasa with nymphea
yellow rose
Strong yellow diarrheas
Dutch journal:
Aversion to contradiction
Male like
Ever sex
Bashful
After masturbation by boy friend
Lascivious
Dream sex many men
Love = animal
That's true love
Love w many men
Dream of red riding hood
Dream dog liking genial
Loquacity
Horn addiction
Prostitute
Father aversion to ex but visited prostitutescarccarc
Aethusa
med
tub, cats
caust; dogs
calc phos
nat mur, own pet
psor-------------Lines of maturity - linea nasalis - Aethusa cases
= Opposite of what expect
Deborah case strong deep linea nasalis
And two parallel in forehead Liv Gb.---------Mother over protective
Palliation without tre cause
Aversion to milk
To much mother or to little
Mother should have connected her to nature etc
She did notExpretio Suffering, like death etcImagine not fed by what getFeeling of fed up with wrong thingsDigestion takes things and adaptCould not digest motherrat; med Cimicifuga
Primitive mammals = black
= Child
= in medorhhinumDigestion, universal nurturingMother also Aethusa---Corry feeling I do not want to come t o this earth, mother did not want me
-I will not have children; do not know if I will be a good mother.Animals = substitute for childrenCase connection two what was before, umbilical cord with nature
Punished by lifeIf I did not give full attention she would get offended easily
Me to; if I looked at watch "Oh is my time over"
Fear rejection
I don't trust anybody
= D. case bending down head.
Foolish almost like a barytaFollow upAfter Aethusa, painful memories from past came up.
Much better
- Men >>>
People come to her for help
She opens up
She becomes a therapist in her own wayUmbelliferaShe becomes a terapist in her own way
I wandered if she could not find her way, look at birds.
in waiting room.
Crushed down, turned chair.
First consult, turned head down, crushed her head.
Told her I liked what she liked = assurance.
She did think I though she was crazy, knew all therapeutic jargon.
"Wounded little girl", 51 years.
Misery crusty head.
Deafness one ear.
I probably get this due to people in general hitting me on head.
Would never sit o a chair, still warm a man might have sat on it.
Could not walk pout side w dogs if man outside.
Would have to go upwind.
Not to smell him.
She would spit.
Crunch her legs, and crunch up.Had been marriedHusband died
He just cuddled her.After she became nymphomaniac.She made love to all possible.
She would say, see all men are only thinking about sex.The only thing she loves is trees, she talk to all trees
2. Time she came with a hedgehog
Unchy punchy %%% I look after you.
Needs, the look at his eye.
Don't give him milk.She trusts plants, animal, mother earth, and sky clouds.
They had been her mother and f.
She was unwanted, put out to uncles place.
Who sexually abused her?Feel not wanted- humans not to be trusted.Come from beautiful place.
Still have a line, lifeline, keeps me alive
Lies on mother earth, sky father I really feel thisTook video 1/2 year laterBecoming a therapist herself
I am crazy I talk t trees - is becoming a strengthPart of how her work is not too put in remedy box, say this is fine OKShe is becoming more grounded
Through nature find way back to humansEvery remedy also has a treasureCannabis pas, I have seen, you are crazy if you know this, talk w etc
Help by allowing their weaknesses to become strength
Use your knowledgeTaking training "Inner child"To be able to parent herselfHit in headShould be the way they are, but indifferent
Don't there to be the way I am
In nature diff, plants etc accept me
I talk to trees
Aethusa was obvious
Feel different others
Home in nature
People do not understand -
Nature accepts meCorry did last year AethusaAlways observer
Feel energy of people
Feel w hands, sees colorsBefore wanted to flee, no want to help them
I great the trees, I love stem of trees
Gives my peace snide
Roots are strong, all those leaves go up to cosmos and gets what they need
When blooms it is a party tree
All this beautiful brides
I am very poeticTalk whole day to animals and trees(She quotes poets, "gazelle")I get answers from animals - I translate it to human words
Plants don't speak in words
It is sense of continuity, lives goes on and onHit head - not part of society= PunishmentPeter; Ungelifere family INJUTRY; BLOW HITARRESTED DEVELOPMENT
Many of them
Cicuta
Oenanthe convulsion -trauma
Conium trauma on breast, spine injuryCicuta arrested childArrested on crude sexually
Arrested on level of animalCicuta able to be child againBlow his strike
Thrown to that levelLook for safe place= NaturePeter distance - not deal with animalGerman cases: difficult children
Use plain black = con Cicuta
Destructive childrenNot able to make contact with animal((SAT NEPT coagule -solve))Jeremy; Kent;Baby vomit del brain trouble
Hot day, hot night
All in St out
Every time cry - feed it
Is this vice or foolishFouls parsleyAethusa the foulDigesting milk take hoursHot weather head trouble
Foot down violently---Spoiled child, over baby nessCorryOverfed child, overfed because not connected
Neglect real needs
Coldness and hatred to wards motherShe feels rejected by societyI have seen they reject societyAethusa case I must have jihad over hundred men
Hatred towards motherI hate my motherCan't cut umbilical cord
Always gives advise (give to much milk)Connection -disconnectionCorry pas wel dressed distance hard surface One hated childrenOne disliked children: had abortion %%Kent put the food down and put it hard.Vithoulkas
KrishnamurthyAstrology chart of K.Idealize nature, plant animal
Because people have cut themselves out from nature
People should be one with natural environment
People don't understand me -strong in chart
Nature bound person, sensitive
Who has deep sense of belief, no one understand me
This could be PHOS
But all contact w people is in 12 house
Take all in but only contact w. natureGot under tree had electric energy experienceTalk only nature
Could not stand people
Smell, don't let them touch meTaurusPromiscuous
Died of cancer of pancreases never deep treatment
ParkinsonCicuta mistake Man = mankindUmbiffela, skjerm plante
Like breasts milk glands
I feel on pedestal, I cant see them I am on top.
Same mushroom
(Beatles fool on the hill)Tremendous fantasia lifeSo sensitivePoeticIn descriptionsI can see how sensitive people are inside, even other outsideShe always made nice comparison
Like colors wrong way
Like music UUuuh.
Stacked wrong wayJudie Foster; talk to plants etc; "NELL"Birgitte Bardot
Also hard side- people
Animals
Breast of BB, sexLove animalNuphar (sexual problem) is a sea roe nymphasa with nymphea
Yellow rose
Strong yellow diarrheas
se nymphasa with nymphea
yellow rose
Strong yellow diarrheas
Dutch journal:
Aversion to contradiction
Male like
Ever sex
Bashful
After masturbation by boy friend
Lascivious
Dream sex many men
Love = animal
That's true love
Love w many men
Dream of red riding hood
Dream dog liking genial
Loquacity
Horn addiction
Prostitute
Father aversion to ex but visited prostitutescarccarc
Aethusa
med
tub, cats
caust; dogs
calc phos
nat mur, own pet
psor-------------Lines of maturity - linea nasalis - Aethusa cases
= Opposite of what expect
Deborah case strong deep linea nasalis
And two parallel in forehead Liv Gb.---------Mother over protective
Palliation without tre cause
Aversion to milk
To much mother or to little
Mother should have connected her to nature etc
She did notExpretio Suffering, like death etcImagine not fed by what getFeeling of fed up with wrong thingsDigestion takes things and adaptCould not digest motherrat; med Cimicifuga
Primitive mammals = black
= Child
= in medorhhinumDigestion, universal nurturingMother also Aethusa---Corry feeling I do not want to come t o this earth, mother did not want me
-I will not have children; do not know if I will be a good mother.Animals = substitute for childrenCase connection two what was before, umbilical cord with nature
Punished by lifeIf I did not give full attention she would get offended easily
Me to; if I looked at watch "Oh is my time over"
Fear rejection
I don't trust anybody
= D. case bending down head.
Foolish almost like a barytaFollow upAfter Aethusa, painful memories from past came up.
Much better
- Men >>>
People come to her for help
She opens up
She becomes a therapist in her own wayUmbelliferaShe becomes a terapist in her own way